Twisted World, Twisted Hatred...

2007-12-31T23:49:00.000+08:00

10 minutes to the new year,
and I am pshyched!
May 2008 be GREAT.

[[ A new beginning. ]]

2007-12-30T18:22:00.001+08:00

2 DAYS to YEAR 2008!
I have mixed feelings about it.
Somehow, I am not that excited for it to come...
I wonder..

[[ Fatigue plus a Mathematics tradegy... ]]

2007-12-25T09:17:00.001+08:00

Christmas Glitter Graphics
MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE!!!
hohoho~
:p

2007-12-24T09:52:00.000+08:00

It is CHRISTMAS EVE!!!
Surprisingly, I seem to be slapped silly happy.
Hahas. CHRISTMAS EVE.
Tomorrow is Christmas,
and I am not expecting any presents from anyone.
The lack of presents for the past few years
no longer surprise me. ^^
Anyway, since I seem to have taken leave of my
senses for the time being,
MERRY CHRISTMAS, people!
Hohoho... ?

[[ I just want to forget... JKYR. ]]

2007-12-18T16:45:00.000+08:00

I am sick of this effed up world.
Leave me alone in the dark.

;; I love walking in the rain
because no one knows anything,
and that is fine with me.

2007-12-17T19:01:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!
I am back from my holiday.
It was partly good, party terrible.
Shall post the details later.
To put it simply, kindness is a two-way street.

[[ Grab my tomorrow, Learn my yesterday. ]]

2007-12-05T11:18:00.000+08:00

Yay.
I am back to blogging here again.
Missed me, anyone?
I ahve been pretty busy of late,
with me sweeping up dustballs and dirt in my room.
The room makeover.
HERE is what I want:
NEW curtains.
A set of DRAWERS.
The damn LONG table removed from my room.
DOOR re-painted.
NEW lavendar/ blue walls.
PROFESSIONALLY designed room walls.
BEANBAG cushions.

I suppose that is about it.
THE PROBLEM LIES WITH MY PARENTS. ><
They will probably beat me up for wanting such a nice room,
which THEY will have to pay with their HARD-EARNED money
because THEY did NOT allow ME to work,
due to NEXT YEAR'S STREAMING EXAMINATIONS.
And I am willing to bet that Santa will deem me naughty.
Whatever. I JUST WANT a nice room.
Offenisive? Think again.

[[ && it is 2 days away. The thought of escaping appeals. ]]

2007-11-27T21:33:00.000+08:00

P---HEW!
My computer finally got fixed.
Not all components are restored though,
and I am having a major headache staring at it all day.
Face it ; this computer broke down around 2 weeks ago,
then 1 week ago AND 2 days ago.
Talk about stress.
If there is really a Santa Claus,
( the real Saint Nicholas died long ago )
below is my list.
I have been pretty nice this year, Santa.
Just forget the fact(s) of me in fights, okay?

- Perfect academic results next year*
- A laptop with free wireless internet connection for a year
- A room makeover
- A wardrobe makeover
- A new bed

By the way, Santa.
If you found my demands too demanding,
you can just fufil me the first wish.
That would be sufficient, really.
It is really important to me,
that is the reason the asterix was typed there.
IT IS VERY VERY VERY IMPORTANT TO ME.

Anyway, I have to go for now.
Guess that the headache is overbearing.
See you, folks! > The effect of watching Looney Tunes

2007-11-17T19:17:00.000+08:00

Aww...
I think Archer died.
He was cool, strong and powerful.
Even though he knew that he was going to die
and lose the battle between the Beserker and him,
he still fought on.
He was supposed to buy time,
not kill himself...
In actual, he cared about Rin and the others too.
And I really did like to know who he really is...
Even though due to an incomplete summon,
he has no memory of his previous life or identity.
And when he fought the Berserker in his Unlimited Blade Works combat,
the magician's mark on Rin's hand disappeared.
It showed later as Archer's spirit and body slowly
disintergrate, the red jewel that probably
was given to him by Rin, was the only thing left
in his wake.
Sobs.
I think I like Archer. ><
Somehow, there are a lot of Fate/Stay Night series. -.-

2007-11-15T17:55:00.000+08:00

I am going to move out of here,
sooner or later.
I know that some of you people have already found out
my other blog;
new dairy and new life.
Some have even re-linked me there.
Well, I am sticking to this blog till December.
This blog holds memories,
far more than you know. :p
Adios.
I will be back with more frequent updates.

2007-11-05T16:12:00.000+08:00

Yeah, long time NO post.
The computer crashed and resurrected,
in one day.
Yup, is it not amazing?
Having a mini headache right now.
I am probably going jogging later.
Headache or not,
I still have to lose the calories and carbohydrates.
I will not be surprised if I end up playing on
a playground swing though.
Bleahs.
The sky is grey.
Come on, be blue again.
I do not want to end up being a fat hag.
I am probably too harsh on on the hag part.
Off to jogging now.
If you are lucky, you might get to see another post from me later.
Tatas for now~

2007-10-31T19:08:00.000+08:00

I have a piece of not-so-good news,
and a piece of GOOD NEWS.
First things first.

The not-so-good news for some people,
good news for me:
THEY BROKE UP.

Yeah, oh yeah.
No, in case you are wondering, I am NOT jealous.
Why should I be anyway?
OH YAY, I am so going to repeat this:
THAT BITCH, and I mean it, BROKE UP.
Aww...
How sad. Not.
Below is her blog address if you want the details.
There were no Archives, not that I caould find.
It is such a pity. XD
http://www.rhapsodyofthy-love.blogspot.com

Yeah, call me mean.
That GIRL did some stuff that I will NEVER,
and I mean NEVER, forgive her for.
So, in return, she is a B-I-T-C-H to me.
That, also, by the way, explains her EX-boyfriend's
MSN nickname and personal message.
I am possibly high on adrenaline while typing the break-up stuff.
I am calmer now. LOL. ^^
I just wish the both of them all the best to find their soulmates.
See, I am FRIENDLY, Yuan Teng. -.-"
One day, I am going to prove HER wrong.
^^

And now, the PIECE OF GOOD NEWS,
one that I have been waiting for a long long time.

MY FRACTURE HAS HEALED.
PRAISE the LORD.

Double LOLs.
Yeah, I know what you all are going to say,
HYPER much?
My answer: Probably 50% hyper, 40% clam, 10% extremely happy.
Yak, yak, yak.
Enought of this crapping already.

[[ No one is going to stop me from reaching the top. ]]
&& I will kill those in my way,
I will reach the top and my goal.

ANTI N.A.T.O.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN. *pumpkin heads up! *

2007-10-25T20:44:00.000+08:00

My results.
It is an eye-sore to look at them.
It is a two way relationship with me and my results.
*groans and pukes*
THEY will expect more of me next year.
I KNEW it.
It is one thing to have satisfactory grades,
and another to be expected more.
Groan...
I cannot even set my gears straight,
not to mention that there are two Mathematics assignments that
are awaiting me to do.
I am so angry at myself,
I am out of the mood to study.
I cannot belive this. =="
What if I fail next year because of this useless and fruitless attitude?
I worked so hard this year,
I do not want to destroy my future.
I HATE THIS ATTITUDE!
I DID RATHER BE STRESSED OUT!
Seriously.

&& unless Evelyn Goh is transferring to BGSS, I am not transferring to SHSS.
I mean it.

[[ ME, the job-needy, WANTS a job. a.s.a.p ]]

2007-10-24T20:33:00.000+08:00

I will update the list soon.
I am not in the mood now...

Sayonara, dudes.

[[ I am sick of your lies and deception. The truth is what I want ]]

2007-10-24T15:38:00.000+08:00

I was kind of betrayed today.
Call it jealousy, I do not care.
Here is a conversation piece.
Go figure it out by yourself.

Her: Aww... The 2 Jia Huis' are not here... They promised me... (LIM went for prize-giving rehearsal )
Me: Do you want me to help?
Her: YOU?! You can mehs?
Me: I knew I was your fake best friend... I am never good enough...
Her: Huh?
Me: NOTHING.

And yet another conversation.

Me: Want to sit together later?
Her: Hpff. *give me the i hate you look* Maybe larhs. *gave me the fuck off look*
And she sat with HER after all.

And yet ANOTHER conversation.

Me: Do you know how to do Question 9?
Her: Arhs, I anyhow do de. *gives me the fuck off look*

And ANOTHER conversation. at least they are short.

Her: Aww... Lim Jia Hui..............
Me: Yeah, if you move, you will miss her the most.
Her: Of course!

she obviously did not taste my sacrasm...

If you do not want me around, tell it STRAIGHT to my face.
I really would prefer that, compared to your 'fuck off, bitch' looks.
Look, if you want to admit that you lied to me about me being your 'Best Friend Forever', you can just spit it out.
You painted that picture so clearly today anyway.
I have no doubts now.
Yeah, a bit of jealousy was added in.
I do not really care, I expected this anyway.

I shall post later on.

2007-10-23T20:48:00.000+08:00

Here are the stuff that I promised to post.

Twilight - Stephenie Meyer
Eclipse - Stephenie Meyer
New Moon - Stephenie Meyer
The Dark Is Rising - Susan Cooper
The Dark Side - Susan Price
The Secret - Rhonda Bryce
Vampirates Book 1 - Justin Somper
Vampirates Book 2 - Justin Somper
DN Angel OST CD
D.Gray Man OST CD
Tsubasa Chronicle OST CD
The black belt
New tops
*A new wardrobe ( I seriously need one full new set of clothes )
D.Gray Man VCD/DVD
Nanoha VCD/DVD
Nanoha A's VCD/DVD
Nanoha StrikerS VCD/DVD
Shana no Shakugan VCD/DVD
Mascara
New punk funky hairstyle with slight bangs
Bean bag cushions/sofas?
How to draw Anime guidebook

That is definitely not the end of the list.
Look out for an updated list tomorrow. ^^
If you want to give me anything,
( no motives please ),
you are welcomed. :p

By the way, I did not reach my target today, SADLY.
This is just simply so insane.
Instead of making improvement,
I started on another anime, Digimon Savers.
=="
I AM SO GOING TO SET THE GEARS RIGHT.
Just you watch me!

[[ I just want a BRIGHT FUTURE. ]] so I shall transfer to SHSS if I can.

It is better to regret having done something,
than to regret NOT having done something.

2007-10-22T17:31:00.000+08:00

Chinese - 66 (B3)
English - 62 (B4)
History - 79 (A1)
Home Economics - 77 (A1)
Literature - 71 (A2)
Mathematics - 70 (A2)
Science - 68 (B3)
Visual Arts - 63 (B3)

I really do not know what the above marks are for.
I just went to my student results and saw this at the bottom.
=x
Design and Technology and Geography marks were not stated.
A B4 for English.
I can kill myself.
And only two people had A1 for Chinese for SA2 in my class,
and I am not one of them.
I failed my goal...
I did try though.
=="
Anyway, I have decided that I want lots and lots of stuff.
( that is what happens when I let go of the stress... -.- )
I shall post them tomorrow.
By the way, I am practically 'flying too high in the sky';
I have practically forgot Mathematics and Science concepts.
Geez, it ain't even the holidays.
How on Earth am I going to survive with a brain
focused on FUN FUN FUN and more FUN every single ~~day~~ moment.
I totally do NOT want to drop my status and standard of study.
I landed in a shabby enough school, yeah.
Somehow, I am going to get my brain working on formulas and all.
Let us see,
can I watch more animes?
SEE WHAT I MEAN BY BRAIN MALFUNCTIONING? -.-
I have a serious problem here.

Gears need to be switched.
Target: By tomorrow.

Let us see if I can do it. *prays hard*

P.S: By the way, the promotion results of my class will not be out until Wenesday, due to the loud noise pollution performance that my ~~amazing~~ class gave today.

[[ Can I do it? ]]

2007-10-21T21:14:00.000+08:00

I guess I have been lazy to blog these days.
><
D.Gray Man 53
Nanoha StrikerS 25
Kamikaze Kaito Jeanne 40
Woots.

My SA2 results came out on Thursday. ^^

English - 78.8
Chinese - 73.5
Mathematics - 68
Science - 55
Geography - 74
Literature - 65
Design and Technology - 84
Art - 70.5

They should be upon one hundred marks.

The below are my SA2 comibined marks, not the whole year's combined marks.

English - 77.8
Chineses - 73
Mathematics - 64
Science - 60.5
Geography - 73.4
Literature - 69.5
Design and Technology - 82.2
Art - 71.5

I really do hope that I can stay in Express.
The real result comes out tomorrow.
I guess I better brace myself for the worst.
I am still in a dillemma as to the issue of whether
I want to transfer to St.Hilda's Secondary School,
if I even have a chance to.

Wahahas.
Worrying never did anyone any good.
BLEAUKS.

[[ Did I reach the Highest Star? ]]

2007-10-17T18:50:00.000+08:00

This post is regarding their trip to Pasir Ris Park.
Their referring to Evelyn Chew, Lim Jia Hui, Shirleen and the rest.
On Thursday, Evelyn Goh kind of ignored me.
And I had a small conversation with Kendra.

J: She is angry at me. -.-"
K: Of course larh. You did not go with her to Pasir Ris Park yesterday.
J: I do not want to be an extra. ==" Lim Jia Hui went anyway.
K: You should have gone still. I was also extra.
J: You have Evelyn Chew and Shirleen.
K: No lorh. I went with Shirleen. Then after that, she talk, talk, talk with
Evelyn Chew, then nobody pei me.
J: Orh, okay... *weird look*

And below is Evelyn Goh's version.

J: Eh, you angry arh?
E: Yeah, who ask you yesterday never come?
J: You had Lim Jia Hui.
E: No lorh. Lim Jia Hui had Kendra, Shirleen had Evelyn Chew. I had no one to pei me lorh.
J: Oh.

How nice.
See what I mean?
Two parties, two different stories, same event.
LOL.
I guess I was pretty bored to rake this stuff up.
:p

Tatas~

2007-10-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

You Are 48% Real

You're pretty real with people, but you can't help hiding a good part of yourself.
You're not truly happy with who you are at times... and believe it or not, it shows.
Try not to hide parts of your life from the people who matter to you.
Your friends and family are probably a lot more accepting than you realize!

How Real Are You?

Yeah, no offence.
But I highly doubt what the above quiz result says.

2007-10-11T19:59:00.000+08:00

And I am unhappy.
I have no mood to blog.
Treat this as a statement.

[[ I know everything is my fault. It always has been ]]

2007-10-10T12:44:00.000+08:00

Oh well.
It was better this way.
They did not need me anyway.
Evelyn Goh had Lim Jia Hui,
Evelyn Chew had Kendra and all.
I ended up not ging to Pasir Ris Park due to several reasons.
I will never fit in anyway.
I never did.
Anyway, enough of that crap.
The End-Of-Year examinations are finally over.
Phew.
Although the happiness shall be short-lived.
The results... *groan*
Whatever.

[[ theEXCLUDED... ]]

2007-10-07T15:26:00.000+08:00

I WILL BE BACK AFTER MY EOYs.
BYE~
WISH ME THE BEST.

^^

2007-10-06T08:00:00.000+08:00

Look, I do not know about you.
You claim that you hate liars and telling lies.
But yet I feel that you have lied about some things.
You claimed that I am your Best Friend.
And I doubted you.
And when I saw that you seriously took me for a Best Friend,
I started to believe you,
but you gave me a cold shoulder instead.
Was I a fool?
Was I wrong to believe you?
I know I was too soft.
I knew it all the time.
I AM the one who was cold-blooded.
I AM the one who hates.
I AM the one who cannot feel.
So why can't the Friendship turn out as I want to be?
Why must you be like me?
Can't you be the jolly person I knew and doubted?
Poles of the same kind repel.
You should know that very well.
This is infuriating.
I really treasure our friendship, somehow.
Best Friend Forever?
maybe it was a big lie all this time...

2007-10-01T18:56:00.000+08:00

Was in a not exactly good mood.
Had a Mathematics test today.
Along with a Geography and Literature ( open-book ) test.
What a nice ' Children Day ' 's holiday,
only that I am a youth now.
=="
I have a deep, sinking feeling that I am going to fail the Mathematics test.
I am in a very bad mood.
No agitations please. Went home for a bath and all.
Waited at the Stadium for Evelyn Goh
as she said that she wanted to accompany me.
I did not really believe her,
but place my hopes anyway.
I thought that she would change.
I guess I was wrong.
I give up.
I gave you chances.
I am at my limit.
It was my mistake to place high hopes on you.
Was even gloomier after the theraphy.
I even missed 3 buses home.
The first time was while I was walking slowly on the overhead bridge.
The second and third time was while I was thinking
about matters on the overhead bridge.
I guess I did do it deliberately,
and accidentally.
And I ended up waiting about 20 minutes for the next bus.
I was a bit out of my mind.
I went to 7-eleven and bought a small packet of
Marigold Strawberry Yoghurt juice,
and drank it all up in one go.
In case you did not know,
I was not supposed to drink or eat any cold
or carbonated,
due to my injured finger.
Naturally, I got a brainfreeze.
-.-
I really really hope that nothing is going to happen to me.
=)

[[ Is it time to start anew? ]]

[+] 4 MORE DAYS TO my English Paper 2
and Literature EXAMINATION!!!

2007-09-27T20:57:00.000+08:00

I am not going to stop,
untill I reach the top,
because that is the only place for me.
I am never giving up,
not now,
because this is just the start.

My EOY starts tomorrow.
English Paper 1 and Chinese Paper 1.
Wish me luck.
All the best.

[[ I am aiming for the highest STAR. ]]

2007-09-25T18:10:00.000+08:00

While waiting for Evelyn Goh,
Jun Kor and the rest went somewhere.
And I was stuck with EVELYN GOH and LIM JIA HUI.
=="
LIM JIA HUI did not want to walk past the
newspaper man,
in fear that he will make some whistling noise at her...
Please, he will not.
You are not as pretty as LEE JIA HUI.
He will not make the noise.
I am not saying that I am pretty.
I am ugly, I know.
In the end, we walked under the void deck
with LIM JIA HUI and Evelyn Goh.
And we met an Indian man who asked three of us for a handphone,
claiming that he needed it.
I said no and LIM JIA HUI and Evelyn Goh just stood there.
I looked at THEM and they shook their heads.
The Indian man then looked at us
and asked why we did not have handphones,
insisting that we denied having handphones.
After some persuausion and argument,
I walked away.
THEY ran.
And I broke into a slow run.
My skirt was not that short.
But that PERVERTIC MOLESTER kept looking
with that molester eyes.
=="
It is all LIM JIA HUI fault.
SHE wanted to avoid the newspapaer uncle.
Look where it got us to.
I hate you, BITCH.
BITCH.
BITCH.
IT IS ALL THANKS TO YOU TWO.

[[ I really dis-like you. ]]

[+] 3 MORE DAYS TO my End Of Year EXAMINATIONS!!!

2007-09-25T06:48:00.000+08:00

(5:31 PM) - paulynn { ju: ]眼泪 breakthsilence❤ says:
she always like this
;]眼泪 breakthsilence❤ says:
one to copy ppl home work wrong give ppl face
;]眼泪 breakthsilence❤ says:
that's why evelyn goh nv sit with her very happy
;]眼泪 breakthsilence❤ says:
then i say she siao one
(5:31 PM) - paulynn { ju: she = joy

&& ABOVE is the proof
Paulynn/Pamela gave me.
NOW....

Since when did I ALWAYS want to copy others' homework?
I do most of the homework myself,
unless it is Iconnexion homework,
which I will admit I am not very good at.
And since when I will ' give face ' when the homework I copied is wrong?
That is Lee Jia Hui, not me.
And if I copy homework,
the reason is always that I do not know how to do,
am lazy to do,
or that I need help in doing it.
Yes, I am still very calm here.
And if Evelyn Goh is happy not sitting with me,
it is fine.
I still have Kendra,
or so that is what Kendra claims.
Which I am not sure whether it is true.
And if I am CRAZY ( 'siao' ),
WHAT are YOU?
*sensored words*
Just because you are a sometimes SELFISH GENIUS,
it does not mean that you can push me around.
Yes, I am not so calm.
It is 6.55 a.m. here
and I am posting this.
The reason being that my blood is boiling.
Now, I shall be late for school because of posting this. *frowns*
Sayonara.

[[ Get Out Of My Life. ]]
Which part of the above phrase did you NOT understand?

[+] 3 MORE DAYS TO my End Of Year EXAMINATIONS!!!

2007-09-24T19:39:00.000+08:00

How great.
I was insulted.
I was accused.
I was called a BITCH.
Or at least according to Paulynn's information.
Which I am not sure whether it is true.
According to Paulynn,
Lim Jia Hui called me 'siao',
said that I treated Evelyn Goh like a spare tyre,
and more,
which I cannot remember.
She also wrote on Evelyn Goh's Geography notebook
that Jia Hui and Joy are f***ing arse-hole bitches or something.
I looked at Evelyn goh's Geography notebook.
It DID look like Lim Jia Hui's handwriting,
but I still doubt.
After all, Evelyn Goh has told me LIES before,
even though she claims to hate lies and liars.
I doubt. SSERIOUSLY.
I thought Lim Jia Hui was a sort of nice and kind girl.
Note the 'sort of' written above.
I guess I was wrong.
Behind that friendly GENIUS face lies a hypocrite character.
Or at least that is what I have infered.
I am tired of all this.
I hate ~~her~~ their guts.

[[ I want to start anew. Let us write the beginning of a story together, hand in hand, step by step, as good friends. ]]

[+] 4 MORE DAYS TO my End Of Year EXAMINATIONS!!!

2007-09-18T18:11:00.001+08:00

Went to Evelyn Goh's house.
I purposely IRRITATED her.
Like hell. =)
Destruction and Revenge is my middle name.
Before that,
I went to hang out with LEE Jia Hui and her boyfriend ( Jason ),
Xie Jia Qi and her boyfriend ( Bryan ),
and Lim Jia Hui.
Evelyn Goh and I went too,
but because SHE was TOO AFRAID to HANG OUT
at Springfeild's territory,
due to HER Gang's rules,
and blah blah blah. -.-
So I went to her house...
( I left my Mathematics Textbook there anyway )
No, I really really HATE her.
Read my previous posts.
I hang out with her because...
I am finding the right time for sweet oh sweet REVENGE.
Yuan Teng knows something about my HATE for Evelyn Goh.
Hmph.
I am sick of what sparked off my ~~HATE~~ for her.
Anyway, enough about that.
The NIGHT MARKET,
or otherwise known as the PASAR MALAM,
near my house is OPENED!
*woots*
Now, all I have to do is walk down,
cross the road,
and REACH the NIGHT MARKET.
Yay.
And it was my turn to see Simon CHAN today.
Remember the CHAN part, Reyin?

[[ I have decided to be the one to guide my life into the unseen Future ]]

[+] 7 MORE DAYS TO my End Of Year EXAMINATIONS!!!

2007-09-14T21:14:00.000+08:00

I am not sure,
but I seem to be losing hope and confidence,
not that anybody will care.
The pain gets worse everyday.
And I am dreading the trip to the Hospital now.
I thought that I would get better,
but the pain proves otherwise.
Even a tiny, soft touch laid on the finger causes immediate,
sharp pain.
Anyway, enough about that.
I can hardly believe that I lent Evelyn Goh
my clothes to wear,
due to her DRENCHED WET clothes.
I INVITED HER TO MY HOUSE.
I DID THAT.
I TOOK PITY ON HER.
I A-M T-O-O K-I-N-D.
That is my weakness,
NOT a good trait.
I shall atone for my mistake,
I shall take revemge on her.
I MEAN IT.
I shall never forgive Evelyn Goh.
LIAR. BITCH. theUN-FORGIVEN always.

[[ It is all my fault. Everything is. ]]

2007-09-14T14:53:00.001+08:00

The more I help and friend Evelyn Goh,
the MORE I hate her.
The more she uses me,
the MORE I am bent to take revenge.
The MORE she is kind to me,
the MORE she wants to use me.
I HATE HER. worse than anyone I have hated.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
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I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.
I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.

`ARGH. will continue posting about today later.

I HATE EVELYN GOH YILIN AND ANYONE REALTED TO HER.

2007-09-11T18:04:00.000+08:00

Haiz.
Today, halfway through Geography Class,
I had sore eyes.
The freaking Evelyn Goh totally flipped.
I seriously HATE that BETRAYER.
Miss Tan then suddenly asked me if I had
finished the Geography questions.
I did not reply her and she
stood at my table waiting for an answer.
I shook my head no
and she told me to do it.
My sore eyes hurt luhh.
Had lunch later and went home.
I kind of dumped Lee Jia Hui to Choir.
She was so not DAMNED happy,
pouting.
:p
Evelyn Goh literally wanted to drag me home,
but I outsmarted her.
What EXACTLY is she up to?
I guess I will have to explain to Mr Chew or Miss Tan
about my absence because I did not see a doctor.
Anyway, I just woke up.
Yawns. ^^
There is still Mathematics homework to be DONE.

[[ I want to KNOW everything. ^^ ]]

2007-09-07T21:20:00.000+08:00

" Jie Jie tried to KILL me! "
As if.
For YOUR information,
YOU ASSHOLE PERVERT MOLESTED ME.
I did NOT even SLAP your face,
count yourself LUCKY.
AND YOU MOLESTED ME AGAIN!
WHAT THE FREAK.
I WILL GET REVENGE.

And that reminds me of EVELYN GOH.
THAT TRAITOR AND USER.
Ah well, I am sleepy.
I will tell you more if are interested
AND if I am willing to.
^^
Buu~

[[ I am bent on it. ]]

2007-09-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

Went to the Victoria Theatre yesterday to
see the A CapellaFest07.
It was fun and enjoyable.
When Mr Og,
our ex-conductor, came on the stage,
we screamed and squealed for him.
Correction,
it should be
my friends screamed and squealed.
I merely screamed a little. =)
It has been such a long time since we saw him.
Then a Korean A Cappella Group
went on stage to perform,
my eardrums were hurting.
There were so many people screaming for them,
and they sang their first song pretty loud.
SOMEBODY in particular wanted them to sing
Da Chang Jing ( Jewel in the palace )... -.-
Am I right, Yan Zi?
Well, it was kind of hilarious.
Went back home later.
Had somebody to escort me home.
A pity it was family,
not some senior.
It would have been more fun
walking home with them,
but seriously,
I do not give a damn.

[[ && you never got to give me the ring ]]
Was I really worth it?
Yet, in the end, you gave up.
If you had waited, there might ~~have~~ been a happy ending.

2007-09-03T07:16:00.000+08:00

JEREMIAH KHOO YING REN IS GOING TO BE DEAD.
I WILL PERSONALLY GUARANTEE IT.
I HATE HIM.
I HATE HIM.
I HATE HIM.
HE IS THE WORST ASSHOLE I EVER MET.
HOW DARE HE DO THAT TO ME IN THE MRT?
MY HEAD HURTS A TON NOW,
THANKS TO THAT SMART ASS.
AND EVELYN GOH WAS TOO LOCKED UP
IN HER SORROWS TO NOTICE THAT I WAS
TACKLED AND ATTACKED BY JEREMIAH.
MY BEST FRIEND, HUH?
YEAH, RIGHT.
JEREMIAH KHOO,
I MERELY KICKED YOU ONCE.
AND YOU SIMPLY HAD TO
TACKLE ME
AND
SWEEP ME OFF THE FLOOR IN ONE SWIPE.
EVERYBODY WAS LAUGHING.
AND MY HEAD HURTS.
I WAS PRACTICALLY SEEING STARS.
YOU
ARE
GOING
TO
PAY.
YOU ARE NOT A GUY,
NOT AT ALL.
IF I END UP IN THE HOSPITAL,
I WILL MAKE YOU PAY THE MEDICAL FEES.
I WILL PERSONALLY MAKE YOU
SUFFER THREE TIMES THE PAIN AND HUMILATION.
I PROMISE.

YOU ARE DEAD.
D-E-A-D.
I AM ON HIM.
AND EVELN GOH BETTER HELP ME.
THOUGH I DOUBT SHE WILL.
NOT TO FORGET THAT SHE SMACKED MY FINGER
AT THE POINT WHERE IT HURTS THE MOST
ACCIDENTALLY AGAIN.
=="

2007-08-31T20:37:00.000+08:00

Went back to East View Primary School after all.
Idayah and I went back together.
We were both bustling with excitement.
Saw Regina Ng, Yuan Teng, Qi Li and Jeremy Lim.
Also met Jeremy Yap.
He was okay,
and quite handsome.
LOL.
Other friends and ex-students came later.
Saw Syafiqah, Haziqah and Farah.
=D
And also Hariz, Shafique, Syafiq S and the rest.
Khou Na, Seng Pou and Tek Siang came later.
I kind of missed them, I guessed.
Seng Pou said hi.
It felt weird.
It reminded me of the note 5 years ago.
XD
So escatic to see Khou Na.
My three 'sisters' were present too.
I guess it was some kind of big reunion.

[[ && I guess I will be the only one tranferring... ]]
_ that is what I mean of being ~~EXCLUDED~~ _

2007-08-30T18:41:00.000+08:00

I am wondering if I should go back to my Primary School
tomorrow.
I hardly have mood to go.
Everybody is bound to have changed.
And I think that EVPS is ending school
earlier than JYSS.
I hope not.

[[ I am sick of your lies and empty promises ]]

2007-08-28T20:48:00.001+08:00

I WANT MORE PREPARATION FOR MY EXAMINATIONS!!!
I WANT TO WORK HARD AND DO WELL!
=D

2007-08-28T20:09:00.000+08:00

Met Syukri yesterday.
XD
The moment he walked into the store,
he said 'Joy'.
=="
A bit creepy, but it was
nice to see him.
Met Aunty Aidah before him.
Had fun today during school.
They should rename Junyuan Secondary School
to Slack School.
I wished they would give us some homework.
It does not mean that just because
our Term Assesments are over,
we can slack.
In just about three weeks' time,
our End-of-Year Examination would be here.
Do the teachers CARE FOR US enough to at least give us SOME homework?
I do not mean PILES OF HOMEWORK
that we do not even UNDERSTAND how to do,
and suffocate under.
But at least,
two worksheets or something? =x
And Geography Lesson is really getting WORSE.
Nobody listens to Miss Tan's lessons,
or even concentrate long enough to watch the video.
She flashes the notes a bit too fast,
and does not explain enough about the topic.
I know that she is trying her best to interest us
in Geography with videos and all,
but NOBODY EVEN CARES.
And the same goes for most of the other lessons.
JUST IMAGINE;
most lessons are NOT HELPING Us in our studies.
ARGH. *angry*
Looks like I really have to WORK REALLY EXTRA EXTRA HARD
in order to
SCORE AND DO WELL FOR MY EXAMINATIONS.

[[ CHEER ME ON MY STUDIES. ]]

2007-08-24T20:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday:
I COULD HAVE done WELL for my Mathematics Examination,
if only I had extra time.
XD.
I MUST MUST MUST do EXTREMELY WELL.
I MUST, SO THAT I CAN REACH MY *GOAL*.
~

Lee Jia Hui and I had to rush
and compete for the 20 vacancy slots to
use the Design and Technology workshop
in order to comlete our project after school.
And in the process,
my FRACTURED FINGER got SQUASHED AND KNOCKED ON.
The credit goes to the EXTREMELY INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE
of 1E1, 1E4 and 1E6.
It was like a wrestling match, seriously.
Humans...>And after that, every choir member of 1E3
skipped Choir.
Even the GOODY-TWO-SHOES, Kendra Tay and Aaron Poh.
&& KENDRA TAY STEPPED ON THE FRACTURED FINGER OF MINE.
What are you all trying to do?
MURDER ME?
I HATE YOU ALL.
SORRIES DO NOT CURE.
WHAT IS ~~DONE~~ CANNOT BE UN-DONE.
Argh.
And the cherished friendship between
Lee Jia Hui and me seems
to be getting further and further.
:(

" I promise that we are best friends forever, no matter what. "
SHE* said that.
Let me tell you.
I DO NOT BELIEVE YOU.
How do YOU explain THE MANY
PERSONALLY HANDWRITTEN ' I HATE JOY '
all over your chinese textbook?
You even admitted it.
So why should you promise that we should be best friends?
I do not give a hoot about you.
It will take at least 20 years to prove your sincerity,
that is,
if there is even one.

[[ && I just want to get well, but everyone seems to be making it worse. ]]

2007-08-21T19:06:00.000+08:00

Today was a REALLY REALLY BAD DAY.
Do not ask.
The Science Examination was postponed to
this Thursday, 23rd August 2007.
UNFORTUNATELY,
the same day as the Mathematics Examination.
I really have TOTALLY no mood.
th moment I heard the news,
my world blacked out.

[[ I tried so hard, but it was all USELESS. ]]
Me = Failure?!

2007-08-20T19:50:00.000+08:00

Wow.
Fatin has her Medical Certificate till next Friday.
Lucky her.
But she really should recuperate.
Wish her well.
The rumours really got HOT today.
HOTTER than mine.
But that is in the past,
and I just want to forget it.
LEE JIA HUI
+
JASON LIM YONG QUAN
=
COUPLE?!
You should look at how RED their faces were.
BLUSH, blush, BLUSH.
*WOOTS*
Due to my Science Examination tomorrow,
I am signing off here.

[[ Wish me the best ]]

2007-08-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

''I am also worried for Fatin.
you are not the only one. ''
GET WELL SOON, FATIN.
=)
~WE MISS YOU LOADS.
T_-
Maybe that was a little extreme.
M-U-S-H-Y.
But oh well,
it still carries a meaning
for her to get well soon.
I guess I will bear with that
extreme line for the time being.

[[ && It is me, not YOU. ]]

2007-08-17T17:16:00.000+08:00

I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU ALL.
THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME FAT.
THANK YOU FOR YOUR BLACKMAIL.
I HATE YOU TO THE ULTIMATE CORE.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU.
I HATE YOU ALL.

Lee Jia Hui, Lim Jia Hui and Kendra BLACKMAILED ME.
THEY FORCED ME TO EAT.
AND KEPT THREATENING ME.
'' Joy very nice to bully, I love it. It is so fun. ''
I hate you all.
STOP FORCING ME TO EAT.
SHUT UP.
I HATE YOU ALL AND ALL YOUR BLACKMAILS.
STOP SAYING THAT IT IS FOR MY OWN GOOD.
YOU ARE NOT EVEN MY MOTHER.
SO SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE.
WHATEVER YOUR BLACKMAILS ARE
ARE NEVER FOR MY OWN GOOD.
ALL OF YOU ARE JUST LIKE THAT.
I JUST WANT TO BE THIN,
AND IT IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.

[[ If I turn to aneroxia.... ]]

2007-08-16T07:07:00.000+08:00

Tah-di and dahs~
Went to the hospital just now.
&& the doctor was damn handsome.
Too bad that I gave him a bad impression.
PHEW. *holds up nose*.
My hand was a funny colour when the nurse
removed the bandage.
What did you expect?
Pink glowy skin?
-.-
Anyway, I got another bandage on.
But this time's better.
AND I heard that I have THERAPY???
*frowns*

2007-08-13T20:36:00.000+08:00

I called her 'jie'.
I called HER that.
Argh.
It just slipped out of my mouth,
did it not?
I am in a total no mood now.
SERIOUSLY.
I have got once again,
ROUGH EXAMINATION DATES.
But this one is more confirmed.

ENGLISH - NEXT week
MATHEMATICS - NEXT week
CHINESE - unknown
SCIENCE - NEXT week
!! GEOGRAPHY - WEDNESDAY, 15th AUGUST 2007 !!

So examination fevers are up.
Wish me all the best.

[[ I am really frustrated over you. HOW can it be that SUCH A HORRIBLE GUY like you
give me all these UNWANTED troubles?! ]]

&& I am NOT smiling.

I just wanted to be like me again.

2007-08-11T08:32:00.001+08:00

EXAMINATIONS arive next week.
I am definitely NOT thrilled.
With SO MANY people letting me down this week,
what makes you think I would even be HAPPY?
HUMANS.
=="
And SOME PEOPLE in particular are ALWAYS like that,
do you not agree?
Back to the topic of EXAMINATIONS,
the teachers cannot even tell us the exact date of the Examination.
It is my TERM ASSESSMENT 2,
and they can only inform us with a rough date?!
And to make it worse,
I only know about my Geography TERM ASSESSMENT 2,
based on a rough date.
-.-

ENGLISH -
MATHEMATICS -
SCIENCE -
CHINESE -
LITERATURE - ~~MONDAY, 6th AUGUST 2007.~~
GEOGRAPHY - Thursday, 16th AUGUST 2007.

&& I do not even know how to calculate SURFACE AREA,
because I SIMPLY do NOT understand what
MDM SEAH is TALKING ABOUT.
++ Nobody even wants to do her homework.

[[ WHAT should I DO NOW? *exasperated* ]]

2007-08-08T05:57:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I have got used to being EXCLUDED.
And no, it is no big deal.
AFTET ALL, I AM NOT LIKE HER.
Or HER.
Forget about it,
forget about me.
I am fine just being like that.

[[ " You are just like an outcast... " I wil never forget these words. ]]

2007-08-02T20:21:00.000+08:00

Freak.
If E.G does not stop calling me
'mei' and treating me so kindly,
I am going to get goosebumps and
probably smack her.
MAYBE.
She even calls me her "BEST FRIEND".
Ahem, ahem.
LOOK who is talking NOW.
WHO was the one who HATED me?
HUH?
As mentioned in the last third post,
sorries do not cure.
I shall not post any more.
Ta-ta~

2007-08-02T17:10:00.000+08:00

As I am writing this, it is past midnight.
I have just reached home from the wedding.
Everybody there was like SO thin.
And I looked FAT.
*frowns*
FAT.
The food there was okay,
considering that one person
had to give the wedding couple
a red packet of $100 each.
=_=
I probably looked stupid at the wedding,
with the 'gun'.
AND AND AND
E.G CAME TO MY HOUSE UN-invited after school!
She just suddenly stared at me
and said ' I want to go to your house.' .
CRAZY WOMAN.
AND she REALLY JUST STEPPED INTO MY HOUSE.
AND stepped into my room.
JUST LIKE THAT.
AND THERE IS MORE.
But I am too busy fuming to tell the details.
*bad words spouting out..*

[[ && it took YT 6 years to step into my room, yet that bitch... ]]

2007-07-31T19:50:00.000+08:00

A hairline crack.
-.-
And I have a FRACTURED finger.
Difficulties and INCONVENIENCES galore.
Thanks to that,
I cannot bathe in the morning anymore.
I cannot tie my hair.
And blah, the list carries on.
This is SO unfair.
I want to protest. ><''
Total bill: $89.50.

2007-07-30T19:24:00.000+08:00

LANGUAGES & ART is my PASSION

Gosh, tests and more tests.
*groan*
I do not want to fail Chinese.
I AM UNWILLING to fail.
neverending determination~
LEE.J.H, you LOOK DOWN on me.
You think that I SUCK at everything.
YOU think I am ...
I only said that I never failed CHINESE before,
and you kept saying 'YEAH, RIGHT!'to me,
giving me that SMIRK on your face.
I FORGOT, happy?
STUPID.
Haiz.

~ PERVERTS!!!
STOP LOOKING!
IDIOTS MORONS PERVERTS!
HOW DARE THEY LOOK AT *ahem*...

[[ SORRIES never CURE ]]
[[ && wishes on a STAR do come true... DO THEY?
[[ she IS 'CHIO' but... ]]

2007-07-27T21:00:00.000+08:00

I am SIMPLY plain SICK and TIRED of
ALL THIS.
"See lah, I do wrong. Che****. "
" I told you... I wanted to help... "
" You know, you very noisy lei. "
" Just shut up lah! "
" You know how to do a not? " *irritated*
" Wah, she so pang sei lorh....... "
" Sometimes I really tao yan her lorh... "
" Why you suddenly so quiet? "
I am NOT a PERSON who
YOU all and some others
can USE.
JUST SHUT UP and LEAVE ME ALONE.
If you want to complain,
tell them to your mother.
If you wanna scold someone,
scold someone else,
I am NOT for you to VENT your anger on.
IRRITATING.
INSULTING.
GET OUT of my LIFE.
Urgh.

2007-07-25T17:10:00.000+08:00

Ouch, OUCH, ouch.
My left hand really HURTS.
So much for ME being CARELESS.
I hope that it is NOT broken.
My PRECIOUS hand.

2007-07-24T18:45:00.000+08:00

LOL.
Wei Ming and his stupidly funny videos.
-.-
Since National Day is reaching,
I will post this video.
THANKS to WEI MING.
=_=
LAME.

2007-07-22T13:36:00.001+08:00

Don´t Push Me
(Verse 1)
I'm a love em and leave em
Touch and thease em kinda girl
I'm the perfect type for one wild night

Yeah I suffocate quick
Does that make me a bitch
I don't really care no

Well your roses were sweet really swept me off my feet
But I start to choke when you say let's elope

Yeah I suffocate quick
Does that make me a bitch?
I don't really care
No no no

(Chorus)

Don't push me so hard
Don't push me so far
Don't cage me in
Don't tie me down
Don't push me so hard
Don't push me so far
Don't cage me in
Don't tie me down

(Verse 2)
Can we take a bubble bath have a drink and a laugh
Just enjoy what we have and then leave it to the past

Cause I don't give a damm if you are the perfect man
That's not how this story goes

You can write me fat checks, or buy diamonds for my neck
Buy me big fat rings I prefer Tiffany's

Cause I don't give a damn if you are the perfect man
That's not how this story goes
No no no

Don't push push me so hard
Don't push me so far no
Don't push push me so hard
Don't push me so far no

And I'm not trying to be giving you a bitter pill, no I
And I don't wanna make you promises I can't fulfil
No I

(Repeat Verse 1)

(Chorus 3x)

2007-07-17T18:42:00.000+08:00

It is my ENGLISH END-OF-YEAR ORAL EXAMINATION TOMORROW!
Time PASTS so FAST!
I need all the HELP
that I can GET.
There are THREE components:
- Reading.
- Picture DISCUSSION.
- Conversation.

I REALLY NEED HELP in
PICTURE DISCUSSION.
Haiz.
WISH ME ALL THE BEST!

2007-07-13T16:09:00.000+08:00

'' You have changed your character lately. ''
- BEST FRIEND.
'' You changed your attitude ''.
'BROTHERS' .
I thought that it was only my brothers,
but now it is my BEST FRIEND too?
SOMETHING is DEFINITELY WRONG.
I CHANGED?!
As SIMON said,
'' Of course you yourself won't say you CHANGED la! ''.
As I said before,
I am REALLY TIRED of people telling
me that I HAVE CHANGED,
especially CLOSE BESTIES like my 'brothers' and
my BEST FRIENDs.
So here is my theory:
If I REALLY CHANGED,
will you ALL not ACCEPT ME AS YOUR BEST FRIEND
and SISTER ('brothers') AGAIN?
DID I REALLY CHANGED that MUCH that
you ALL hate me so?
What did I do?
HUH?
TELL me.
TELL me.
If I changed that badly,
tell me.
Tell the truth,
I am sick of ALL THIS.
SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS.
GIVE ME A BREAK, will you?

[[ I knew that I could NOT keep up that 'happy' act for long,
but I did not know that it will become this BAD. ]]

2007-07-12T17:03:00.000+08:00

I SO NEED TO CATCH UP ON NANOHA STRIKERS!!!!
I have only watched till Epsiode 10.
I WANT TO CATCH UP...
Stupid homeworkS.
=.=

2007-07-11T16:37:00.001+08:00

Create Yours @ NackVision

2007-07-10T20:55:00.000+08:00

P.S.K.
Really totally P.S.K.
I hate you all.
I wonder why I am even friends with all of you.
Maybe it is about the fitting in stuff.
If I 'PS' you,
you scream, shout and scold me like SOME SPOILED
STUPID BRAT, and I have to APOLOGISE
to somebody like YOU.
If I 'PS' you,
YOU ALL say ' No, we did not. I wanted to
wait for you, but so-and-so said
to go first, so I went... ' .
BLAH BLAH BLAH.
Shut YOUR excuses.
CUT THE CRAP.
STOP BEING SUCH BRATS.
It is good enough that I
did not PUT YOURS NAMES here.

[[ I have had enough of all this, ENOUGH. ]]

_ HATE is the essence of life _

2007-07-06T21:25:00.000+08:00

Friends.
Friends.
Very funny.
Friends.
" DO NOT SING! You sing so horribly. STOP SINGING! "
" You know, NI dance de hen ER XING, ni zhi dao ma? "
YEAH, I know, so what?
All of you treat me like SHIT,
you think I do not know?
WHAT DO YOU THINK I AM?
---

MESS WITH ME and DIE.

2007-07-05T17:45:00.000+08:00

That picture is for the bastard who is sitting beside me in class for the time being.

2007-07-05T17:11:00.000+08:00

I am sick and tired of hearing the phrase
' You have changed. '.
Some people keep telling me this.
They get surprised at me,
for this and that.
Do you think I want to change
if I knew that changing would make me lose some
of my BEST PALS and friends?
-.-
I do not care now.
LIKE me for WHO I AM, and NOT WHO YOU THOUGHT I ONCE WAS.

For my 'brothers' ONLY:
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I did not change.
SERIOUSLY.
I just merely want-ED to fit
in my class.
If you look closely,
you will still see the 'OLD' me.
Can we go back to the FUN OLD TIMES we used to have?

xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXx
XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX
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P.S: I have updated the Music Playlist. Do not look
at the top of the playlist only, there are new tracks
along it. ^^

[[ I am 100% SURE that I am OVER YOU. ]]

2007-07-03T18:13:00.000+08:00

Why can I not let you go?
It has been 3 months.
Yet I still hang onto the happy momories of our PAST days.
I should have gotten over you.
Why do I still care so much?
Why do I still like you?
And when you were chosen to seat beside me,
I got a tingling feeling.
But you treat me as cold as ice,
like I am not there.
I am sorry that I rejected you.
And I regretted that a lot.
In order to still have my 'brothers',
I had to sacrifice 1 thing.
You or my 'brothers'.
But my 'brothers' have helped me for so long,
I could not give them up.
So I gave you up instead.
But it broke my heart.
And my 'brothers' and I are are SO distant now.
I should have accepted you.
Because I really liked you.
Sorry.
It is all my fault.
I know that I cannot turn back time.
But I can change the future with the present.
By the way you are treating me now,
keep it up.
Only then can I give you up.
I am nothing but a non-existent being in YOUR life.

[[ I just want to give you up, but I cannot bear to. ]]

X- FRUSTRATED_dejected_LOST -X

2007-06-29T20:17:00.000+08:00

So much for being kind.
Haiz.
I really should stop helping those who are my real enemies.
I guess I am really going overboard with the
'You have really changed' thing.
Yeah, you come up to me and tell me that.
How do you expect me to feel?
I cannot turn back to the same, funny, funky Joy
that you all once knew.
I cannot turn back.
Hahas.
I am sorry that I did not cry at Mr Ong's Farewell Party.
But I have got used to not crying.

[[ I reallty regretted what I did, please forgive and heal me, Lord. ]]

2007-06-26T21:08:00.000+08:00

Sebastian's Tan hairstyle is SO NICE, yeah right.
It only reminds me of SIMON'S FLAT MUSHROOM HEAD HAIR.
=_=
And LOOK,
if YOU have a problem,
tell me.
STOP WAILING LIKE SOME STUPID IDIOT.
Oh, and I am so getting sick
of seeing SOME* TEACHERS five DAYS a WEEK.
UNGH.
Things could get better,
but you DAMN LOT made it worse.
But if that is the way you want it,
I will play the game.
GET LOST AND DIE.
Happy?

[[ Why am I being so nice to YOU LOT who OPPOSE me? \/
IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME? \/ ]]

* But I will continuing hating no matter what *

2007-06-20T15:25:00.000+08:00

BAD DAY.
HAD TO go to KFC for lunch because
of my family.
As if that is not bad enough,
I saw JUNYUANites.
Counsellors, to be exact.
And it is not one table of them,
but two and a half quater of KFC.
I had to eat FAT FOODS
and avoid the counsellors.
*ANGRY*
I AM FAT ENOUGH.
Gosh,
my FAMILY really do not UNDERSTAND.
I weigh so much,
have no curve,
and they still WANT ME TO EAT FAT FOODS?
CRAZY.
IN-considerate.
UN-bearable.
EFFEUUSEEKAY.

[[ Do not forget, 3 Oct... ]]

2007-06-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

Went out with Joyce and Jenies.
I was SERIOUSLY SHOCKED at how thin Joyce was...
Gosh, what on Earth happened?
And I AM SO FAT,
so stop arguing.
I am the fattest of three of us.
HMPH.
Hey, do not push the food to me,
I AM FAT ENOUGH.
Hahas.
You guys are really rich,
$16.90 on a pair of slippers. ^^
Nice.
PLUS I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANTED THE FULL MEATAL ALCHEMIST
RING-WATCH, AND POCKET CHAIN WATCH SET... !!!!!
I WISH...
Haiz.
[[ The file is still not found... :( and... ]]

2007-06-18T10:11:00.000+08:00

I am not very weird, so the things that I write below will probably be weirder.

Each player of this game starts off by giving six weird things abt themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 to be tagged and list their names.

1. Some* people say I am really weird sometimes. ( can this count? )

2. I stare at the wall as if I have the third eye. ( Haha? )

3. My hair always looks wet to some* people. ( Obviously they have some* problems... )

4. People say that i am ugly.

5. I have some weird tastes to some* people. ( I am me, what can some* people do? )

6. I sing horribly.

People to do this quiz?

1.Yuan Teng
2.Jenies
3.Joyce
4.Brenda
5.Qi Li
6.Teik Kym

=)

2007-06-11T20:41:00.000+08:00

NOBODY UNDERSTANDS THE PAIN OF ME LOSING MY GREEN PERSONAL FILE!
NOBODY!
I have lost my GREEN PERSONAL FILE!
WHY?
WHY THAT FILE?
OF ALL FILES.
THAT FILE IS LIKE MY LIFE~.
It is all my fault.
MY FAULT THAT IT IS GONE!
I want to commit suicide...
It contains all my precious drawings,
all the homework that I CONSTANTLY REDID till
I went crazy,
all my NOTES
and part of my life!
Why?
PLEASE GIVE ME BACK MY FILE, whoever took it.

So here is an offer.

LOST ITEM: GREEN PERSONAL FILE ( branded Hiktas or something )

CONTAINED ITEMS: HOMEWPRK, NOTES, DRAWINGS, STATIONARY and the usual stuff...

REWARD MONEY: $20

LAST PLACE SEEN: TAMPINES REGIONAL LIBRARY

If found, please tag at the tagboard your name, phone number and address.
PLEASE ALSO CONTACT 65873855. ( availible from 10am to 9pm ).

Thank you.

2007-06-08T21:46:00.000+08:00

Which kind of anime lover are you?

You are a loner....and you dont need anyone to "complete" you....you also seem to be slightly depressed....IN OTHER WORDS: YOU DONT LOVE
Take this quiz!

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I HATE YOU!
EVERYONE!
Feel my hate.
Taste it like burning fire.
No one shall be spared.

[[ It hurts less, so what now? ]]
* Why must I sacrifice such a big sacrifice? I did rather die. *

2007-06-06T21:00:00.001+08:00

o.O
Do you think I am not tired too?
Do you not think that I want to slack a bit too?
( Well, maybe I slack a little too much... ;)BLEAHS. )
We are so drifting apart.
You are closest to a FRIEND that I have got.
Maybe we arem't meant to be friends.
I do mean that i am jealous.
It is just that I feel that YOU
are using me.
Yeah, no offence.

[[ The pains come and go... Should I tell anyone about it? ]]
* the question hangs in the air: Are we still friends? *

2007-06-05T14:09:00.000+08:00

So much for being unlucky.
I ate lunch at the same table with the STUPID
D.M and his wife.
At least we were like 2 to 3 tables apart.
Trust my parent to choose to seat there.
But she did not know about it,
so I guess I will let them go.
Hmph.
What an understatement.
Plus, guess what?
I had FRIENDLY conversation
with my parent for like
about 4 to 5 hours yesterday...
Somebody pinch me.
I know it is a nightmare.
But with the continuous chatter,
I was obliged to TALK ABOUT
stuff.
R-I-D-I-C-U-L-O-U-S.
Besides, I am not
the chatty type.
GET IT?

[[ At least it hurts less, and that's a good thing, right? ]]

*and SHE just had to copy my way of typing the 'k'...*
- SO WHAT IF I CHANGED? -

2007-06-04T20:34:00.000+08:00

There is abosolutely NO WAY I will
interact nicely with my parents.
NO.
NO.
NO.
Over my dead body will I do that.
Read the HATE list, will you?
Hmph.

`~ FOR THE LAST TIME, Jason is my Di Di, NOTHING ELSE! //
So just shut the lid, will you, AARON YIN MIN FENG!

[[ It is hurting again... Of all times, why now? ]]

2007-05-30T21:13:00.000+08:00

NO, I am NO SHORTIE!
So why do you not JUST SHUT THE **** UP, MORON.
I may be the shortest in my class,
but WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT IT IS WHAT I WANT?
WHAT PROOF DO YOU HAVE, MORON?
Short, short, short.
I am out to prove you WRONG!
I want to be tall, taller.
I have always wanted to be tall.
I wanted to be at least 1.65m.
Nothing can and will get in my way!

Tall and taller. I want to shoot up and become taller! =)

*By the way, the song playlist is back! Please click the 'Soul' button to enjoy. Comments are welcomed. ^^ *

2007-05-29T18:53:00.000+08:00

Was 'forced' to eat again.
When will people understand that my stomach is
always full?
I may eat the stuff that you eat,
but at the least,
I EAT.
Moronic people.
Say what you want.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
I am such an ungrateful brat
who do not understand unfortunate people's hunger.
That is such a twisted fact.
If you want the truth,
tag it at the board.
Hmph.
WHATEVER.
Sayonara.
=.=''l
[ What if there was only 1? Some paths are meant to be walked alone... ]

2007-05-26T11:47:00.000+08:00

So much for lying to us that you were not going to
talk about our bad gossip, Mdm Seah and Mdm Fauziah.
Thanks for lying.
Thanks for bad-mouthing me in front of my parents.
Thanks for pointing out all my bad points.
Thanks for telling them that I am rebellious.
Thannks for telling my parents that I did great for my examninations.
TRUTH IS, I did badly.
STFU*
TEAR DOWN that fake smile and
WASH YOURSELF OF MY PRAISES AND FAKE COMMENTS, Mdm Seah and Mdm Fauziah!!!
YOU ALL SUCK!
AND STOP ADDING TO MY HEAVY RESPONSIBILITIES, Mdm Fauziah!
JUST **** OFF and LEAVE ME ALONE!

[ Do not meddle with Hatredd ]

2007-05-25T21:19:00.000+08:00

I guess I really stuffed myself today...
The food was quite yummy.
:p
There is not much to post today.
BleahS.
*To REYIN:
Please take good care of what I have entrusted in your care...
PLEASE! Thanks. *

[ I guess I really went overboard woth my 'jolly, happy Joy' act... ]

2007-05-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

I am going to post a short post here.
Yeah, Evelyn Goh.
I know that your Art skills are superb,
and everybody knows it,
so just put out the 'innocent' act.
-
I wish that there will be no Choir practice tomorrow...
It will be tiring.
Haiz.

Look, it is just a small cut.
It is nothing serious.
So STOP fussing over me.
I do not care that we are family.
You all are nothing to me.
Just stop butting into my business.

2007-05-23T21:24:00.000+08:00

By the way, my Blogger is going a bit crazy,
so pardon the craziness.
That also explains the font's size of my other posts and stuff like that...
^^

2007-05-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

I guess I should have known better than
to fall onto the rock-hard floor.
But it was not entirely my fault.
Lee Jia Hui was kind of like pullling me
towards the buffet table.
And she let go and ran like some crazy chicken,
not to forget that I got pushed by some mad idiots from behind,
causing me to lose my balance,
skid, fall and scrape my skin.
Talk about EMBARASSING.
Three parts of my leg was scraped,
and part of my right ear was scraped too.
It was like on fire.
I am not whining,
but it seriously burns.
-_-'il

Hahas. :p
^^

[ What exactly are you up to? ]

2007-05-22T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hmm...
I am considering whether to work during the holidays.
I wonder if the NTUC Fairprice's Edo Sushi will hire me.
It'd be great if I could.
Yummy sushi.
>.<
I am in need of some cash anyway.
We will see.
In the mean time,
I just want to state here that I am NOT a
person who likes to SMILE and LAUGH.
And it should be obvious who I pointing this
sentence to.
She should probably be reading it right now...
AM I RIGHT, 'Ah Chor'?

[ Friend? Sorry, but there is abosoultely no such word in my dictionary... ]

2007-05-21T19:22:00.001+08:00

Due to majority, I have decided to not change my blogskin.
If you have not voted, feel free to vote
whether I should change my blogskin at the poll below
all the posts.
The holidays are coming,
and due to some reasons,
I am not very phsyed about it.
There is nothing much to post about today,
so I should just stop here.
:)
[ I WILL BECOME MYSELF AGAIN, my true self again...
That is a promise ]

2007-05-17T21:16:00.000+08:00

Certain people SIMPLY love to PISS you OFF.
They LOVE irritating you,
until you are on the verge og taking your penknife out
and silt their throats,
to shut them up.
And CERTAIN people love to babble all your faults and wrong-doings
non-stop,
till you really want them to get out of your life.

~LIM QI XIAN, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR REMINDING ME THAT I AM NOT PART OF 1E3/JYSS/'07, AND THAT I NEVER WILL BE. I JUST LOVE YOUR WARNING.
[Taste my sarcasm ]

2007-05-11T20:53:00.000+08:00

Met NID, Nur and Iza yesterday, along with Mas.

NID, Nur and Iza were like so happy to see me.

And Iza was kind of 'high' when she saw me...

I guess that we just have not seen each other for a long time...

Today's Mathematics Paper was average...

And now, for the big announcement...

THE MID-YEAR EXAMINATIONS ARE FINALLY OVER...

I feel as if I am on Cloud 9.... :)

Time to be 'high' even though the results will be bad....

-_-

~Wish your wish upon a star...~

2007-05-09T13:01:00.000+08:00

I DO NOT LIKE JASON LIM YONG QUAN.

He is only my 'younger brother'....

-.-

Stupid fools.

Think what you want.

How dare you all look down on me....

INSOLENT FOOLS.

I hate you.

I will make you repay the humilation you gave me.

I will make you repay for everything.

I will NEVER forgive you...

___________________________________________

I am half-dead...

Half of the Examinations are over...

And I really wnat to give up....

I tried so hard,

but it was futile.

So what is the point?

LOLs.

~ Love is one big illusion all Haters are trying to forget...

And I have already achieved that long ago....

~ So what? You did it and it is over. There is no point changing the past. :l

2007-05-07T21:15:00.000+08:00

Today was English Paper 2 and Chinese Paper 1 Examination.

I am doomed to fail.

T_T

There is Mathematics Paper 1 and Literature Examination tomorrow.

I must work hard for it, in order to gain my freedom.

In fact, for all my examinations,

I MUST work hard.

LOLs.

Work hard, work hard, STRESSED OUT.

[ I am going 'CRAZY' and STRESSED OUT here, yet nobody knows... :) ]

Why must Xavier's digital dictionary die on me at the wrong time? I almost got 'killed' ... -_-''l

2007-05-01T19:56:00.000+08:00

3 days ( exclude weekends ) to English Paper 2 and Chinese Paper 1.
4 days ( exclude weekends ) to Literature Examination and Mathematics Paper 1.
5 days ( exclude weekends ) to Chinese Paper 2 and History Examination.
6 days ( exclude weekends ) to Science Examination.
7 days ( exclude weekedns ) to Mathematics Paper 2.

STRESSED.
WHY CAN'T THE EXAMINATIONS ALL GO AWAY?
T_T
IS THERE ANY JUSTICE IN THIS WORLD?

2007-05-01T19:49:00.000+08:00

It is a quite childish. But the song is nice.
^^

'' I am sorry that I did not accept you when you confesssed your love to me.
It must have hurt your pride and I apologised.
It may also be part of the reason you gave up on me.
It may be of no use to say this now,
but ILU.
It is okay if you still give up on me,
because at least I can be by your side hopefully,
and love you secretly...''

2007-05-01T18:38:00.000+08:00

2007-04-22T14:10:00.001+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-04-19T21:07:00.000+08:00

True friends, that was once what they called themselves.
What lies.
They do not understand Hate at all.
-_-
Who cares if you hate me, I do not.
For goodness's sake,
read my profile.
It says there 'FrienD-LeSs'.
Do you seriously think I will care or even give a damn?

Naive people~

~CHINESE ORAL IS TOMORROW...

If you think you cannot trust me anymore,
that is your problem.

2007-04-17T20:56:00.000+08:00

My digital chinese dictionary is LOST.
L-O-S-T.
I have a bad feeling that someone stole it.
YOU ASSHOLE better return it to me.
It costs and means a lot.
Haiz.
COME BACK TO ME, DIGITAL CHINESE DICTIONARY...
LOLs.
T_T

~Blogger does not have center alignment anymore...:(
I forgot what is a smile and how to do it....

2007-04-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

I seriously HATE a LOT of people in my class.
So you think I am *******, huh?
Speak for youself.
Well, let me tell you,
I simply CANNOT BE BOTHERED
with asshole jackass freaks like you.
It is pathetic that people like you have to exist
to humour certain people.
It is too bad for you that it is in my nature
to hate everyone.
I mean that.
Hate, hate and more hatred.
Dark, dark and darkness.
Me, me and it is just me...
Hatredd
'
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'
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*To love is the slowest form of suicide* - for Alexxandra ^^

2007-04-15T16:40:00.000+08:00

Examinations are due in 10 DAYS,

excluding the weekednds...

I am so going to SCREAM.

Haiz, 10 days to Doom Day.

Going to have to study really really hard...

I am so dreading

tommorrow, Tuesday and Friday. -.-

---

Monday- 'Books shifting' day.

Tuesday- Mathematics and Home Economics Test.

(excluded out of SYF 2007) *frowns*

Friday- Home Economics Fashion Show.

---

Forget about seeing me in a stupid

cute dress for the Fashion Show,

and do not expect me to be happy

to be excluded out of the SYF 2007.

Neither do you expect me

to be glad to lug all my books

back from school,

but compared to the following days,

it is not that bad...

---

stupid teacher, you did NOT have to scream and shout, I am NOT deaf!

2007-04-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

Teenage Thirteen.

2007-04-12T07:35:00.000+08:00

If I could turn back time,
I would say 'yes' to you.
If you could have waited for me for a few more days,
today would have been the day that I would say 'yes' to you.
But all is done, and it cannot be undone.

And I do not even freaking care about you.

So stop bugging me.

You never existed in my life.

You are just a pain.

We are nothing in each other's life.

We pass each other as if we are both invisible.

Let it be.

Because YOU never existed,

not in my life.

idiot~

2007-04-09T20:56:00.000+08:00

Curb your feelings.

You must never love.

Control your emotions,

or better still,

get rid of them.

Have no compassion,

have no love,

Hate is the PERFECT PATH to lead.

Only Hate.